Dear Heavenly Father,
I have in fact finally made conscious choices. I have done much, in my opinion as of late. I am happy to have made the conscious choices that I have made. I realize that I have to calm my mind down. I have to pay attention to what I am doing. That way, I won't have to eat mindlessly. Teach me to do Your will. Show me how to put You first in this regard. I am still working on those thoughts, but I ask that You would help me to embrace the fact that I need to do better for myself. I need to take better care of myself. Life is too short not too. I don't know why really, but I allow myself to get myself to go back instead of move forward. I have come to realize that it is up to me and me alone to not only take care of me but to also put You first. I have finally come to realize that I need to take charge over things that I tend to find difficult. Help me to do what is hard. In this case, it is exercise. Lord, where do I begin? I ask for guidance in this situation. I am worried that I won't be able to use the equipment that I have and the equipment that I would like to buy. Specifically, how do and where do I begin? Help me to begin, Lord. Help me. I thank You that my prayers have been answered.
In Jesus' name,