Tuesday, September 30, 2014

Frustrated with obsessive thoughts

Dear Heavenly Father,

Everything I do is based on an obsession.  I finally told my mother about my thoughts and I feel better.  I believe that I do way too much time wasting checking and not enough praying.  I have trouble getting closer to You.  I sometimes feel alone because I don't know how to accept or agree with these thoughts.  They are bothersome and I feel like I cannot take these obsessive thoughts anymore.  I have no clue what I am doing and I need Your forgiveness, increase in faith, and wisdom. I need Your help.  How do I apply what I have learned, read, and obsessed about to my life?  It has either had an effect on my emotions since I am here to write that that was before the Abilify.  I even acted out the bothersome thought, but I wonder if it is really something I should be doing.  Even someone's comments about the book or the movie bother me.  I feel like I am losing it.  I feel lonely sometimes because I cannot relate to anyone else who have these thoughts.  Does it matter why someone cheats on their spouse?  Does it even matter why I have these thoughts?  The truth is, I will never know.

Sincerely,


Letters to God

Monday, September 29, 2014

Psalm 149

Praise  ye the Lord. Sing unto the Lord a new song, and his praise in the congregation of saints. 2 Let Israel rejoice in him that made him: let the children of Zion be joyful in their King. 3 Let them praise his name in the dance: let them sing praises unto him with the timbrel and harp. 4 For the Lord taketh pleasure in his people: he will beautify the meek with salvation. 5 Let the saints be joyful in glory: let them sing aloud upon their beds.

6 Let the high praises of God be in their mouth, and a twoedged sword in their hand; 7 To execute vengeance upon the heathen, and punishments upon the people; 8 To bind their kings with chains, and their nobles with fetters of iron; 9 To execute upon them the judgment written: this honour have all his saints. Praise ye the Lord.

Saturday, September 27, 2014

My cares

Jesus,

You are Lord.  I am scared.  I am anxious.  I am worried.  I don't know how to confront my fears. How do I turn the cares of this life over to You?  I feel like I have had the cares of this life on my mind and on my shoulders.  It is strange because I don't know what to do.  I wonder if I relax my mind now, will the thoughts still come back.  Help me to see that I can and will be okay.  I ask for healing and I ask for Your forgiveness.  I feel like my anxiety is inescapable and that is a fear that I have.  I am worried that I will have to deal with a new thought over another fictional character.  I am alone in all of this.  Help me.  I just don't know what to do.

In Your name,

Amen

Friday, September 26, 2014

Obsessive thoughts over fictional characters

Dear Heavenly Father,

I am happy for everything You have done for me.  I know that it sounds so cliche but right now I am concerned for my mental and emotional health.  I am afraid that I will never overcome obsessive thoughts and images about this movie and the fictional characters in it.  I am worried because the characters and the people are fictional.  Since when has OCD ever been logical?  I am so concerned that I will never "get out of it" so to speak.  Could it be demonic as my mother said?  If so, how do I overcome the enemy's influence or annoyance for a lack of better terms over my mind?  I realize that the enemy can have an influence on one's thinking and even one's health.  Look at Job.  He lost everything, but then regained twice as much as what he had because of his faithfulness.  Maybe I should be more faithful.  I need Your strength at this time.

Sincerely,


Letters to God

Thursday, September 25, 2014

Sins that seem hard to forgive

Dear Heavenly Father,

Do I have a right to call You that after what I have done in the past couple of days?  I wish I had a good excuse, but I don't.  I have no excuse.  I can't blame it on the mania or on the obsessive thoughts.  I am in a vulnerable position right now, however.

I am wondering if I will have an obsessive thought about what I was looking at for the past couple of days.  I am scared that no matter if I am preparing myself to be ready I sabotage myself by going back to an old routine that includes things that are unhealthy.

I worry about that.  All I can say is that I am sorry for what I have done.  I have become distracted in the things of no real importance or substance.  I don't wish to give up at all as I am hopeful that this will soon shall pass.

Help me to trust You again as my faith is very, very small.  I am filled with anxiety and doubt.  I cannot even leave a fictional character alone.  The sad truth is that anything can trigger a thought, even though the thought in itself is useless.  I realize that I am scared and doubtful but I need help. Sure I am taking medication and going to a counselor, but I am still lonely and have few people to talk to.

I forgot to ask about group therapy.  I recall that I need people who can relate to me, but who can relate to an obsessive compulsive disorder sufferer whose obsession makes no sense.  I have crushes on married people, old people, and dead people.  What does all of this reveal about me?  I need a life of my own.  If I were to be healed tomorrow, then what?  What will I obsess about?  Who will I have a crush on?  How am I going to go about living my days?

Everything seems to bother me, especially right now.  I hate having these feelings.  I am lonely and worst of all alone.  Why do I have these specific thoughts since Obsessive Compulsive Disorder is so specific?  What does it have to be fictional characters?  Why can't it be about something else?  How about someone else?

I have come to realize that I need an increase in my faith.  I need help in getting rid of my doubt and I ask You for forgiveness.  All I can say is that I am sorry for what I have done, but I realize that everything seems like a compulsion and that my promises and prayers seem hollow.  Help.

Wednesday, September 24, 2014

Giving up?

Dear Heavenly Father,

I feel like quitting.  I am so sorry for my sins.  I really don't know what is wrong with me.  Hopefully it is not an example of the beginning of a midlife crisis.  I realize that time is short and I need to check myself and get ready, but I don't always think about that.  It is so silly that I don't.  I don't think that I am ready for Your return, Jesus.  I don't think that I have prepared myself because of my recent actions.  It is degrading to women especially.  I don't understand how a woman or a man can allow themselves to be demeaned like that.  On the other hand, why do I wish to degrade myself watching that?  I need Your wisdom.  I need time and a paying of attention to You.  Forgive me for what I have done and for what I have failed to do.  Right now, I am dealing with obsessive thoughts and the fear of what if I get healed only to wonder if I will stay healed.  I want to be healed but I have my doubts and my concerns such as I mention earlier.  What is really going on with me?  These past few days have been adventurous to say the least.  I realize that who I need is You.  Help me to get through this. I don't want to live like this forever.

In Jesus' name,


Amen

Tuesday, September 23, 2014

Thank You but I do wonder

Dear Heavenly Father,

All I have to say is Thank You.  I thank You that I have been feeling better.  I will never understand why I have the thoughts I have.  I also wonder if it should matter.  I confessed my ills today.  I feel so much better.  I am in a manic state.  You have answered my prayers and I thank You.  However, I have wondered what it will be like if I didn't have this disorder.  How will I cope?  I want to be healed of this disorder yet I wonder what will change.  I wonder quite a bit.  I am scared right now and I wish I was not.  I am feeling better but I have questions still.  When if I will never be free or what will happen once I am free?  I need help, Lord.  Help me to accept the things I cannot change and the wisdom to know the difference.

Thank You.

Sincerely,


Letters to God

Sunday, September 21, 2014

I feel like losing it at the moment

Dear Heavenly Father,

I admit that to You that I hate OCD today.  I feel like I am doing better but I feel like I am going to lose it.  I am now doing better but it has been hard.  Thank You for making it easier.  Last night You have done so much for me.  I have to see what is important in life and what is not important in life.  I was miserable today and I don't wish for anything or anyone make me miserable.  I want to be honest with You, myself, and with others.  I have been anxiety-ridden for years now and I cannot take it anymore.  I just need help.  I hate that I am this way.  I wish things were different.  I need Your help.

 I need more than just calming down, I need spiritual, physical, and emotional help.  I am just a wreck at times and life has been rough this past weekend.  I hate it and I wish I never had it.  Maybe the pleasure I derive from "research" is really a manic compulsion used to relieve my pain and my obsessions.  I just cannot take it anymore.  Lord, I need You right now for I am afraid.  Take this fear and this pain away from me.  I ask that You don't allow anything bad to happen to me and that I would stay strong.  Thank You for answering my prayers.

In Jesus' name,


Amen

Saturday, September 20, 2014

Honesty about the thoughts

Dear Lord,

Right now I feel like I am losing it.  All I could think about is a woman's infidelity or a movie containing infidelity.  I would like to say that I cannot take it anymore, but I can't.  I sadly do get pleasure out of this.  I don't want to, but it is true.  I wish I did not.  It is a waste of time and energy having obsessive compulsive disorder.  I know I sound like I am losing it, but maybe I am in a manic state of mind.  My compulsion has become like a drug to me and I am addicted.  This is not a good feeling to have.  I know I don't want to get out of this cycle, but I need to.  I love being honest with You and with myself.  It all seems crazy, but there are moments when I know I want to get better and there are moments when I don't.  It doesn't make any sense to me, but since did Obsessive Compulsive Disorder have anything to do with logic?  I wish I could learn to truly accept the disorder and enjoy the ride.  I have no idea how to confront my fears and not avoid anything no matter how much I don't want to.  Help me to reconcile how I am feeling right now with what I need to do.  I feel great yet I know that this will come crashing down.  That is what I guess I should fear most.  Help e to reconcile that before things get worse.

In Jesus' name,


Amen

Friday, September 19, 2014

Thank you for the burden

Dear Heavenly Father,

I thank You for releasing the burden that was on my mind and on my heart.  A heavy burden was in my heart and now I am still in fear.  I would like to be healed just like the lady with the issue of blood.  If only I can touch the hem of Jesus' garment, I shall be made whole.  It has been quite a ride to have obsessive compulsive disorder and being afraid of how to entertain myself and other things. It is like I have an obsession with red balls and I have become afraid of them for fear that I will be dealing with a trigger.  I don't have enough strength to overcome my fears because I don't know how to overcome my fears.  What is wrong with me?  I wish the minor things didn't matter but I admit they do.  I wish I know why I have the specified thoughts I have but I have my theories and they are only that, theories.  I believe that I live in a sheltered world and I believe that people should forgive and reconcile.  I hate it when that doesn't happen and that is why I have issues with infidelity and the thoughts that I have.  Seeing a woman  getting caught in bed is bothersome because I believe women should not cheat. and I don't like that.  I don't get as bothered with men because I have the belief that men cheat on women and it is more acceptable for a man to do so.  It makes no sense at all but when has OCD ever been logical.  OCD has been a sore spot for years.  Sometimes I feel like I have made no real progress at all.  God, take away the thoughts and the anxiety and the fears.  Help me, Lord. Take away all of the burdens.

In Jesus' name,

Amen

Thursday, September 18, 2014

Being honest about having obsessive compulsive disorder

Dear Heavenly Father,

I spent a good while in denial.  I had to realize that this morning.  I really am not doing as well as I thought.  I spent time doing "research" hoping to find the answers that I so seek.  It took me today to realize that it has not been easy.  I admit that my Christian beliefs had little or nothing to do with why I am not supposed to avoid things.  I was supposed to set no evil thing before my eyes, but does that mean television or movies?  How do I really confront my fears?  Lord, help me to truly abstain from all appearance of evil as Your word really says.  I am sorry that I have been in denial and that I have not been perfected in love.  I am really scared that I will never get the help that I need.  That is why I turn to You.  I know that I haven't brought it on myself but I feel like I have the world on my mind and on my shoulders.  I have a view of the world that often contradicts with what the real world is all about and that is the root of my issues.  The real world is often a cruel place and I have been sheltered most of my life.  In fact, I have had obsessive compulsive disorder most of my life.  I wish sometimes I didn't have this because it is time-consuming.  It is often too much to bear.  I ask You for wisdom, guidance, and peace of mind.  I am not better except for the fact that the truth is finally revealed.  I am no longer afraid of being honest.  I have not always been honest with You or other people.  It is about time I do that but the problem is, I care too much what others in the world think.  I am scared of their reaction.  I know that in hindsight they would be unable to help me.  I know that they love me but I feel that they will make a bigger deal than it already is.  This is the first time in a long time that I can finally be myself.  I would like to say that I am getting better but I know that it is not always the truth.  Help me to take care of myself.  Thank You in advance for answering my prayers and thank You for giving me piece of mind.

In Jesus' name,


Amen

Tuesday, September 16, 2014

I need You, Lord-Private letter

Dear Heavenly Father,

I feel like I need to be motivated to lose weight.  I need to be proud of myself and see the positives.  I have no set goals in mind.  It is as if I have no real realistic goals.  I have a comfortable goal but right now, I feel like even that one is unrealistic.  I need help.  As a matter of fact, I need help with quite a few things.  For the past couple of weeks, I feel like I have been thrown off course.

I also feel like I have a lot of catching up to do.  I have been in a manic state much less dealing with other issues such as having obsessive thoughts.

I wish I could embrace having these thoughts, but I don't know how.  I wish I can just embrace the fact that it no longer matters.  I cannot fight this on my own.  It takes a lot of hard work and I am still clueless as to what to do.  It is about infidelity committed by wives and not husbands.  I will never know why I have these thoughts but I have to realize that it no longer matters.  I also have to realize that acceptance and confronting my fears is the key to beating this and I don't know how to do either.  It has been hard and it is illogical.  I cannot put logic into this at all and to reason it out has been of no help.  Calming myself down helps temporary but what is bothersome is the fact that the thoughts keep coming back.

I have this persona that You know of that I don't like.  How do I deal with her.  It is not a nice persona.  It is often judgmental yet causes me to be anxiety-ridden.  Having obsessive thoughts about infidelity is not fun, not at all.  I guess I will have to accept that I will never know and that I have this persona.  Like I said, how do accept or embrace having these obsessive thoughts?  How do I confront my fears?  I ask You for wisdom on this.

I know that much of this letter is about having obsessive thoughts, but my health has become of great concern.  I have a hard time reconciling between diet and exercise and my own issues.  My knees seem to give way and I have back issues and my skin is funny feeling.  Give me the motivation and understanding that I need to lose weight.  Give me wisdom, that I may focus on what I need to focus on.  I have great difficulty trying to apply what I have at my disposal to my situation.  Help me, Lord.

I also have issues that I have brought on myself.  They are a financial nature and I brought it on myself.  I borrowed money and I have a debt to pay.  To You, and to many, they are small, but for me they are quite large.  I need money and I believe that because of my past manic state, I have made some poor choices that have come back to me and I am afraid to tell my family about it,  I have no idea what to do.  Help me, Lord.  I am afraid that I don't have the money and I am afraid that my family will find out.  I want to be fully honest with them, but I have no idea how.  What will they think?  How upset will they be?  I did wrong, and I am sorry.  I repent of my sins and I ask of Your forgiveness.  I am in need of Your help and I need immediate assistance.

Sincerely,


Letters to God

Sunday, September 14, 2014

Help me, Father

Dear Heavenly Father,

Do I have the right to call You that?  I am scared about not being able to stop my sin.  It is as if I am weak.  You forbid this sin and you forbid my doing so.  I need help in overcoming this sin.  May I not fall into temptation.  I am ashamed of what I have done.  Help me, Lord.  It seems as if no matter of words or prayers will help me.  I need Your help, Father.  What do You want for me to do?  Please, I am asking for Your help.  Thank You for doing so.


In Jesus' name,


Amen

Friday, September 12, 2014

Patience and Forgiveness

Dear God,

Thank You for giving me the patience that I so need.  Forgive me for all of my sins.  Thank You for Your forgiveness.

In Jesus' name,

Amen

Thursday, September 11, 2014

Intercession for September 11th Prayer

Lord Jesus,

Thank You for loving me enough to take away my anxiety and for providing for me.  I call on Your name because I am in need.  However, my needs are nothing like what is going on in the world. Today is the 13th anniversary of September 11th, when horrible things have happened.  Over 3,000 people have died.  May You bless them all.  May You answer the questions they have.  May there be further justice for those who lost their lives and may we not forget what happened on that day here and in other parts of the world.  I myself am worried that there will be another terrorist attack that will occur soon.  I will pray that it will be prevented.  Give the President wisdom, that he may or rather, will guide this nation.  Help us all, Lord.

Sincerely,


Letters to God

Wednesday, September 10, 2014

Burden because I want to overcome

Dear Father,

I am okay.  I believe that little miracles happen everyday.  Help me to respect myself.  I am worried and scared that I will never change.  Help me to overcome all of my sins.  I repent of them.  I am sorry.  I need Your help.  I feel spiritually weak and I don't know more of what to do.  Forgive me.  I am burden with this and I brought it on myself.  Help me, Dear Father.

Sincerely,


Letters to God

Tuesday, September 9, 2014

Burden

Dear Father,

I am burdened with quite a few things.  I feel like I am carrying the burden of the whole world on my shoulders and my mind.  I am doing better as little miracles happen everyday.  I do need miracles however as I could use one by now.  I am not fully well so I ask for Your healing.  My faith I pray make me whole.  I ask that You would lift this burden off of me and I pray for peace of mind.  I ask for these things in Jesus' name,

Amen

Monday, September 8, 2014

I am burdened and blue

Dear Heavenly Father,

I am feeling blue and that is because of what is going on here.  I wonder how much is my fault.  All I could think about what they think and that I have no control over what is going on here.  It is as if someone else has taken over the rings.  I just don't understand where to begin or what to say but it is as if I cannot do anything or be myself.  There are times when I want to do something or say something but I feel like that they won't listen.  I feel sad because I feel powerless to do anything much less change anything.  I feel like many people seem to like me nor respect me and I just wish I could move out, but I have no large income, no job, and my income is not good.  I don't wish to leave without solving any internal issues.  I need help with those internal problems as well as the problems that are causing me a lot of stress.  I am burdened and I don't know how to escape or get out of those problems.  I believe that even in the midst of burdens You know what to do.  I have my reasons for being alone and reasons to not being alone.  Why, God, why?  I need help.  Help me to wait on You. Yesterday was a wake up call.  I feel like I am being used and taken advantage of.  I hate it.  There is too much pressure built up on me and I am down because of it.  I have written letters but I feel like they will never receive them.  I pray for wisdom and guidance in this case.  I need help.

Sincerely,


Letters to God

Sunday, September 7, 2014

I am in desperate need because of my lack

Dear Jesus,

Give me the faith that I so desperately need.  In this life, all of us will have to give account in the next world.  Your word says that not everyone who says "Lord, Lord" shall enter the Kingdom of God.  I don't want one of these people and that scares me.  I wonder if that is why prayers don't get answered, that because I have doubts about being truly saved.  Am I truly saved or am I lost?  Is it the obsessive compulsive disorder?  The obsessive thoughts about being saved does add up when I do wrong or when I read something that I have no business reading.  I realize that that every thing that what I watch on television is about being obsessed.  If it doesn't bother me, then I will watch.  I avoid things not because I love and honor You.  I avoid and ask for Your salvation because I am scared of another trigger.  I ask that You will purify my motives and purify my heart.  My desire is to be holy and live a righteous life.  That is my desire.  I don't trust myself.  I wish to put my trust  in You and die to myself daily.  Most of all, I want to be saved because of my love for You and for my faith.  There are times when my faith is not strong and I doubt Your answer to my prayers and this is one of those times.  I pray out of fear of going to Hell not because the Holy Spirit has convicted me of my sins.  I am a sinner and I pray for Your mercy.  I am in need of guidance but I don't trust myself to be saved and born again.  I don't like myself for that.  I ask for pure motives and to love You with a pure heart but even that is out of fear.  I just don't trust myself when it comes to anything.  I need help to learn about repentance because I don't believe I have truly repented.  I know that we all including myself are in need of You.  Help me, dear Lord.

In Jesus' name,


Amen

Saturday, September 6, 2014

Am I saved or lost?

Lord Jesus,

I need faith.  Help me with my lack of faith.  I believe that You died on the cross for me and that the Father rose from the dead.  I am scared that I won't be ready for Your return and that I have no business longing for said return if I am not sure if I am not saved.  Help me to live and walk in faith. I don't know how to fight the obsessive thoughts that I have.  Give me wisdom, Lord.  May I be a wise believer in Christ.  I need help.  I need the Holy Spirit's leading and guidance in my life.  I want to be a new creation in Christ and for the old things to pass away.  Does being saved entail saying a prayer? What does it mean to call on Your name and to be saved by faith?  I am not sure if I have truly called on You?  How can I be a witness if I don't know I am saved myself?  I feel like such a hypocrite.  I wish I knew more about what is going on with me.  I am scared that Satan will win and that I will suffer in the Lake of Fire because of my lack of faith which is what I need to be saved.  If I lack faith, then I am not saved.  I just think that I am.  I cannot even discern between what is good and what is evil.  Who are the true prophets and who are the false prophets?  I wish to not follow the false prophets for that is about my eternal destiny.  I know prayer does not save but I often pray to be saved and born again.  Jesus, I need You.  Help me.  Thank You for answering this prayer and for Your wisdom and guidance.

In Your name,


Amen

Friday, September 5, 2014

Jesus, I need You.

Dear Jesus,

I am here to write that I have obsessive compulsive disorder.  I need Your help.  I am not sure if  I am saved or lost.  Maybe the devil is convincing me that I am saved and that I am not a real believer.  I have a problem and I need help.  I want to know if I am saved or if I am lost.  Help me to apply Your Word to my life.  I want to know if also I need to be water baptized again.  I have done things that I am not proud of and sometimes it has been a struggle.  I need You right now, for I am struggling.  I don't know if I am saved or lost.  I feel ashamed that I am lost.  I really want to be a daughter of the Father.  Do I have the right to be the daughter of God?  Am I a joint-heir with You?  Have I truly changed or surrendered fully to You?  Jesus, I ask for wisdom in this manner.  I have little idea.  Is it the obsessive compulsive disorder that is causing me to doubt, the enemy, or is it me?  I want to make sure if I am saved or lost.  Help me.


In Your name,


Amen

Thursday, September 4, 2014

Help me for I am not sure.

Dear Heavenly Father,

  I am having doubts whether or not I am saved.  I  feel really bad about myself.  Thank You for forgiving me.  I love You very much.  I don't wish to be a follower of false prophets, but I am afraid that I am.  Help me to discern between true prophets and false prophets.  I have trouble doing so. There is nothing more important to me than to be a true, righteous believer in Christ.  I know that the Christian walk isn't always easy.  I know it is a narrow walk and I will have issues.  Yesterday, I had issues with having obsessive compulsive disorder.  I feel alone.  I know I need help.  I need wisdom, O Lord.  Give me guidance as well.  Your Word says that You would guide me with Your eye.  

   Thank You for Your Word.  I want nothing more than to worship You in spirit and truth.  I need a miracle and a dose of the truth.  I am sorry for all of my sins.  Thank You, Lord.  I want to know You and I would like for You to know me.  I don't know if I am truly saved or truly lost.  I don't know if it is the obsessive compulsive disorder or not.  Lord Jesus, I would like to be saved.  I really don't know what to say.  I wish to examine myself to see if I am truly of the faith.  Please God, help me.  I know You love me, but do I love You as I claim.  I need truth in my life and it is frustrating that I am not sure.

This is scaring me.  There are times when I realize that I have gone days without reading Your Word and for that I am sorry.  I ask for Your forgiveness.  Lord Jesus, forgive me for all of my sins.  Help me, Lord.  Please help me.  I am in need of immediate help.  I may need to further tell my counselor. I don't wish to lie about my faith.  I want to learn about the gospel by not only reading but studying Your Word.  I am shy and that is not good.  I have had doubts for many years.  I do look forward to Your return but I am afraid that I am not ready. Please, help me, Lord.

I don't know about calling Your name.  Do I say that repentance is required to be saved?  Forgive me for I am not sure.  Lord, I want to be sure that I am a strong believer in Christ.  I want to interpret and live Your Word.

In Jesus' name,


Amen

Wednesday, September 3, 2014

Should I?

Dear Heavenly Father,

Help me, O Lord.  How do I overcome things that are scary? I have OCd and maybe I should place it here but I need advice. I am scared of watching a tv show that as a Christian, I will not watch because of the content of the show. It features infidelity as the main theme. I avoid the show but I think that adultery is wrong and I do make too big a deal about it.

Should I make a big deal about adultery because I know that it is a sin? I make a big deal about infidelity. I don't see how people can cheat especially a woman. I am scared that I will never "get over it", especially if the woman had more than one affair. I am afraid and anxious that the woman will have another extramarital affair. I avoid the show because I think about it often. Should I make a big deal about whether a woman cheats even a fictional character?

I want to pray for fictional characters and I am feeling horrible that it seems I cannot even get over it. I don't know what to do. I need some advice on how to deal with it. I want to pray about it and maybe fast but I don't know what to say. Should I stop watching tv and movies all together? There is way too much content that bothers me. I don't know why this bothers me especially since I have never cheated, no have I ever cheated.

I put myself in the situation where I do in fact cheat though it is not wise. I am scared that I will find a woman cheat on their husband or boyfriend. I guess it lengthens the infidelity thoughts and make them worse. Should I avoid watching tv or movies and no longer go on the internet? I need your advice. I am getting treatment and I take my medication. I even pray about it and I pray for adulterers and adulteresses to stop what they are doing. Why do I make such a big deal about adultery? I am scared for myself. What should I do? I need your advice.

Sincerely,


Letters to God

Tuesday, September 2, 2014

I did wrong

Dear Heavenly Father,

Forgive me for all of my sins, especially what I have done today.  I sinned out of fear and for that I am sorry and I repent.  I wish I hadn't done so.  I brought it on myself and I am fearful.  I have no idea what I am going to do to make things right.  What should I do?

Sincerely,


Letters to God

Monday, September 1, 2014

Immediate need of help

Dear Heavenly Father,

I am in desperate need of help.  Help me.  I surrender my life to You.  I am in immediate need and I ask for Your wisdom, guidance, and help.  I prayed for the exact amount that I need.  Help me overcome the anxiety that I feel.  Help me my finances and give me rest.  I am burdened with the cares of this life and I ask Jesus Christ to guide me into all truth.  I was afraid.  Now I am anxious and burdened.  I need help by tomorrow.  I ask that You would provide for me.  Thank You for Your provision.

Thank You for answering my prayer.

In Jesus' name,


Amen