Tuesday, July 11, 2017

Getting to Know the Lord


I truly want to get to know You.  There is so much wrong with the world.  So there must me something wrong with me.  Well, I still have sin in me.  I will not contend that I am perfect, for that is a lie unto itself.  I need to know how to make an examination and take a good look at myself.  How do I repent of those things I need repenting of?  I ask for wisdom and discernment in this manner, and I thank You in advance for said wisdom and discernment.

In Jesus' name,


Sunday, July 9, 2017

Questions that I need to answer


How do I end becoming obsessed with losing weight?  I need to actually do it.  Where do I begin?  Why do I wish to do this?  I just have so many questions that I wish to answer.  Help me, Lord.  Help me to see that being obsessed hasn't done me any favors.


Letters to God

Saturday, July 8, 2017

Dear Heavenly Father, thank you...

Heavenly Father,

Thank You that I am saved.  I held on to the promise of salvation.  Thank You.  Today, however, as well as yesterday, I sadly did not make the case that I am a Christian.  I found myself more with other things than with You.  I am sorry.  I would like to change that.  I admit that I have not always taken things seriously or as seriously as I would have liked.  I have broken my promise to live for You and serve You and I have not done so.  I have failed You, and for that, I ask for forgiveness.  You have forgiven me and have given me a second chance and it is as if You have not.  I found myself at times even up to the past 48 hours obsessed with famous people and things that seems more important than You.  I wish now that I could go back and make changes.  I can't however.but I wish I did.  All I have are the present and the future.  Forgive me for not taking who and what I need to take more seriously.

In Jesus' name,


Tuesday, July 4, 2017

I need to leave.


I need to leave.  I would love to take a break from the monotony of real life.  I just wish I had the power to change things.  I wish that there was magic in the world.  However, You didn't create magic.  You created miracles and I could use a miracle by now.  I have no money and I wish to leave. I complain about things and rarely do anything about it.  I would like to know how things can be different.  The problem is I have no idea where to begin and I need Your help.  The sad thing is I have no idea what to do and sometimes have no idea what to say. 

Help me, Lord Jesus.

In Your name, Amen

Monday, July 3, 2017

Thursday, June 29, 2017

Something just isn't right


Give me the strength that I am so in need of.  Lately, I have been too exhausted and thus, too lazy to do anything.  I need to know why.  It is for peace of mind.  I hate being exhausted, but I am reminded that it could even worse.  I need Your help in this area, Lord.

In Your name,  Lord,


Wednesday, June 28, 2017

At the moment,

At the moment, I am taking a break.  I hope to make another entry tomorrow.