Dear God,
I am writing You today because I need to know about my thoughts. It sounds silly but I am worried about myself. I would like to know what are Your thoughts on infidelity? Where in Your Word can I find out about adultery? Anything can be a trigger to an obsessive thought specifically about the male and female dynamic. I cannot take it anymore. I am just frustrated with false evidence that appears real. The thoughts seem so real to me yet I know that they are not based on reality. The characters are fictional mostly yet it seems like I am drawn to them yet I have little interest in knowing them.
It seems wrong but I don't care what others do yet as a Christian I should be concerned about the welfare of the people of this world. The world will pass away as Your word says, but Your words never will. I must take comfort and endure. Infidelity is wrong and is a sin I know because of the lack of loyalty and respect and the damage it causes. What can I do to distract myself? How can I overcome these thoughts? What must I do to keep from using avoidance as a coping mechanism? What do I need to do, Lord? What do I need to do?
Sincerely,
Letters to God
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