One of my favorite songs is "More, More, More" by Joann
Rosario. I have a question. What does it mean to want more of You? Does it
mean necesarily to ask for the Holy Spirit for His guidance? I honestly do not
know what it means. I feel silly for asking You this. I do want more of You.
I want to know You even more.
Thank You for saving me. You are my Lord
and Savior. I repent of my sins for I have felt that I am not ready for Your
return, but I wonder if that is about doubt or reality. I am a sinner and I
need You always. I am dependent and have become more dependent on
It seems like I am rambling on, but I want to know You more. I ask
You for wisdom, guidance, and direction. That is something that I had doubts
about. It feels like sometimes that I have not gotten wiser and I am still
stuck in the same place. I feel so alone and overwhelmed.
I have finally
learned that the key to no longer being overwhelmed is my no longer taking
control because I end up losing control. I give You total and complete control
over every detail of my life and my affairs. The thoughts I have overwhelmed
me. I have been in need to lose weight, but need must be coupled with want in
this case. My desire is to lose weight. The truth is, not only do I need to
lose weight, I want to lose weight.
I am the kind of person who seemingly
expects things to be hard. It is great when things are so easy, but challenging
myself can be a big frustration. Losing weight is a big challenge but I know
the results are well worth it. I realize that I had to change my mindset in
order for things to be manageable. I needed to change. I have also come to
realize that in order to change, I had to make changes. Be proactive. I had to
relax and take my time.
I had to be realistic about things. I was
overwhelmed. I was in dire need of relaxation. I am glad that I am feeling
better about things. I realize that tomorrow has its own sufficient evil
thereof. All I had to do was take my time and live life day by day. I had to
learn from my mistakes, which are many. I do wish I had learned them earlier,
but I cannot go back. I am glad that all is well so far.
Letters to God