I turn things over to You. I am thankful that we are in a relationship. I love You and I am in a relationship with You because of what You have done for me. I am here to write to You because I would like to spend even more time with You. I cannot take my life anymore. I want to leave this world and just give up. I feel like giving up right now. I give you total and complete control over my life and my affairs.
I have allowed the littlest things to get to me. I cannot take it anymore. Everything that I ever done under my power has failed. I have no peace of mind and I ask for peace of mind. I am burdened and I come to You. I feel so overwhelmed and so frazzled right now.
I just cannot take it anymore. I hate things the way they are. My health is not great. I am dealing with obsessive thoughts all the time. I just have a lot of things that I wish to do, want to do, and need to do. There is so much on my plate psychologically. How do I begin to take things one at a time? Where do I begin? Lord, where do I begin?
Give me rest.
In Jesus' name,