Why do I have thoughts about gross things sometimes? Gross things scare me. The idea of those gross things ever happening make it certain in my mind. I pray that that doesn't happen. I have had obsessive thoughts about this for a long time. I tend to walk eggshells around him because of my temper. I am tired. I need a life of my own and a way of escape. No matter how hard I try, nothing seems to be working for me.I also ask that You would open doors for me so that I can escape. I however, believe that You have a will for me. I still do wonder why am I here. Why am I here? What is the purpose of staying here? I wish that a change will happen. Furthermore, I will leave it in Your hands.
Thank You, Lord.
In Jesus' name,