There are those moments when I just don't feel like it. Those are the other moments when I am fearful that I will quit. It is as if I have forgotten to realize that exercise has been of great benefit for me. My weight is something that I want to come down. Maybe I do have these unrealistic expectations and that is why I have been so frustrated as of late. I guess that is how I feel about my life. I have such unrealistic expectations for myself.and I feel like I am a failure. I also feel like I am like here to say that I have no real idea what I really do with my life. It seems to me that I need a change in every area. I ask that You would strengthen my faith. Help me to be more patient. I also ask that You would remind me that I can conquer this fears and that I am stronger than I think. I thank You for those things, In Jesus' name, Amen.