Oh no! Help me to overcome my fears about quitting. If I could blog, then I could exercise. Right now, I am afraid of failure and I am afraid to quit. Give me the wisdom and the strength to not quit and to not allow fear to take over. I am writing this because I had this plan of exercising daily and creating these meal plans. However, what I am left are meal plans I have difficulty following, and a mindset that says that I need to give up. Right now I feel like giving up. Losing weight is harder than I thought. My goal is to stay on this journey, but my goal is not to remain frustrated. I lost 9 lbs today and I am proud of myself. Really. I am so tired and so frustrated. I have grown tired of the frustration. How do I keep it simple? Show me, when it comes to meals and meal plans, where to begin. How do I have the energy to get back to exercise? Give me that strength back. I don't feel good and I feel so lazy right now. My goal is to lose weight and to follow a realistic plan Lord, I ask that You would give me the opportunity to renew my mind. I know and am aware that I need to see things differently. I don't want to "start over". I want to keep moving and I certainly don't wish to quit. I also ask for a change in mindset. I tend to see things one way and that has been unproductive. Well, I want to be productive, but I have no idea what to ask and when I need to start. Where do I begin?
Letters to God