Dear Lord,
I didn't realize how strong or rather how weak my faith was, until today. How far am I willing to go as to give up my very life to You? I was watching this really awesome film about that very same topic and even though I would like to know more about You, I don't take the time to do so. I am sorry but that isn't enough. I need help. I need to repent but I don't know how. I need to change.
I was so caught up in the things in this world that sometimes I don't always think about the eternal world. As You can see, I want to go to Heaven when I die and spend eternity with You. I am afraid that I will not change. I am afraid that I will continue to be caught up in the world instead of just being in the world but not of the world. Then I wonder why things don't always work out for me.
It is my fault. It is all my fault. I think on the least necessary of things like a tv show that I don't really plan on watching. I ask and check and research for reassurance. It helps me temporarily but I realize that this too shall pass though it doesn't always feel or seem that way. I feel like I am alone in this world. I have to admit that I am not in strong in faith. Help me with my unbelief.
Sincerely,
Letters to God
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