You are my number one Priority. I thank You for answering my prayers yesterday. I am feeling so much better. I just hope that I don't react to the thoughts that I have had recently. I am the problem. I don't know how to confront fear. I am confused about everything. I prayed about having no identity of my own. I wondered who I am and still do. Why am I in this planet? What can I do for You? I wish I knew.
I went to see the nutritionist today. Lately with me it has been a case of in one ear and out the other ear. It isn't that I don't care or listen. It is just that I forget. I have been obsessing over the big picture which was difficult and not know how to get to that goal.
I realize how easy it is. The answers are always right under my nose. I wish I knew the answers sooner. I ask that You would help me to remember the advice that has been given today. I plan to follow the exercise regimen that has taken place today. I want to lose this weight and keep it off.
Letters to God