Dear Heavenly Father,
I admit that to You that I hate OCD today. I feel like I am doing better but I feel like I am going to lose it. I am now doing better but it has been hard. Thank You for making it easier. Last night You have done so much for me. I have to see what is important in life and what is not important in life. I was miserable today and I don't wish for anything or anyone make me miserable. I want to be honest with You, myself, and with others. I have been anxiety-ridden for years now and I cannot take it anymore. I just need help. I hate that I am this way. I wish things were different. I need Your help.
I need more than just calming down, I need spiritual, physical, and emotional help. I am just a wreck at times and life has been rough this past weekend. I hate it and I wish I never had it. Maybe the pleasure I derive from "research" is really a manic compulsion used to relieve my pain and my obsessions. I just cannot take it anymore. Lord, I need You right now for I am afraid. Take this fear and this pain away from me. I ask that You don't allow anything bad to happen to me and that I would stay strong. Thank You for answering my prayers.
In Jesus' name,
Amen
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