Dear Heavenly Father,
I am feeling blue and that is because of what is going on here. I wonder how much is my fault. All I could think about what they think and that I have no control over what is going on here. It is as if someone else has taken over the rings. I just don't understand where to begin or what to say but it is as if I cannot do anything or be myself. There are times when I want to do something or say something but I feel like that they won't listen. I feel sad because I feel powerless to do anything much less change anything. I feel like many people seem to like me nor respect me and I just wish I could move out, but I have no large income, no job, and my income is not good. I don't wish to leave without solving any internal issues. I need help with those internal problems as well as the problems that are causing me a lot of stress. I am burdened and I don't know how to escape or get out of those problems. I believe that even in the midst of burdens You know what to do. I have my reasons for being alone and reasons to not being alone. Why, God, why? I need help. Help me to wait on You. Yesterday was a wake up call. I feel like I am being used and taken advantage of. I hate it. There is too much pressure built up on me and I am down because of it. I have written letters but I feel like they will never receive them. I pray for wisdom and guidance in this case. I need help.
Sincerely,
Letters to God
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