There is so much that was on my mind that I really want to say, but there are times when I forget what to say. Maybe I should write down all of my prayers.
My concerns involve my own life. I need to renew my thinking about well, everything. I need to lose 20.6 lbs, though I wish to lose an extra 82.4 lbs. I wish to start off small for the moment. I want to lose 5 of the first of 20.6 lbs. I know I am being exact but the issues are a lack of self-control, a lack of patience, and my mindset.
I ask for a renewal of my mind that I may be transformed. I also ask for an exhibition of both patience and self-control. I hate to continue to act like someone who doesn't know You. I want to know You by actually living for You. I know that right living is required.
I don't mean to sound arrogant, but I am just thankful and blessed to be one of Yours. I am sorry for my sins. Forgive me, Lord.
Right now, I don't know what I should be doing. I cannot afford Weight watchers and I wish to save what little money I have left for Christmas and the rest of the year for other things. I find myself frustrated trying to lose weight. I wish to lose weight slowly and steadily. Ideally, that is the way that it is supposed to be. However, I am admitting to You that I want to lose weight fast enough to where I can see and feel results.
The problem is the binge eating at night and thus, the lack of self-control. I don't know what to do. Show me what to do, Lord. Give me wisdom and guidance.
Letters to God