Give me the courage to be myself. Last night I have made some bad decisions and for that, I am truly sorry. Today, I realize that You have forgiven me of those bad decisions.
I just chopped off most of my hair. Now I have to wait for it to grow. I may need a stylist to shape my hair up. I never did that before so this is quite exciting. I look forward to being free. I don't have to use a lot of products for one thing. I am not sure I know what to do but I am looking for inspiration.
I ask that You would continually renew my mind so that I may be transformed by the renewal of said mind. I have been doing well today yet I still feel like I am in a manic state. My back was hurting and has been every time I get out of bed. I wish that I knew why that is the case.
Jesus, I ask for Your healing. I believe that nothing is an accident though there may be coincidences. Who knows, but only You know?
Letters to God