Dear Heavenly Father,
I do have a wrong view of food. I am not trying to lose weight anymore. I am going to just lose weight. I have formulated my own plan. I have been struggling long enough. I have been stressed out for a while now and I cannot take it anymore.
I feel like a hamster in a wheel. It is the same problems and the same cycles over and over and over again. Not only do I need my mind renewed, I need to be transformed. I need to change. All I have to do is to keep it simple like I did in the past.
I started my own plan and my own goals. I want to weigh 200 lbs and to keep it off. I realize that it will take a while, but it will be worth it. I am now using myfitnesspal which may be a problem in itself. I have started my plan today.
As I am writing to You, I feel nervous about this. Help me to relax and not stress out about this. Why do I want to lose weight? Do I really want to lose weight? What do I want out of You? I do need to lose weight and my desire is to lose weight and to keep it off. I need to keep things and put things into perspective. I need to learn to stand on my own two feet. I want to lose weight. I just don't have a motivation, but I have the motivation.
Help me. I need You right now in all of this.
In Jesus' name,