Thank You for the opportunity to pray to You. It seems silly to say this, but I am having a great day today. I have learned that life is a series of choices. I have chosen to get over the whole obsession with Mickey Rourke and move on. I am not going to "deal with it" any longer. I know that crushes and obsessions take a while to get over. I am over it. I wasn't going to take it anymore.
Life is too short to focus on things that are mundane. Mickey Rourke is a good actor, but I don't know the man. I will never get to meet him or anything like that. But my Mickey Rourke thing is just an obsession and nothing more. I have learned a lot though. I have learned that I will have to be patient. They will not go overnight. They don't bother me or wake me up anymore.
I am mindful about things now. I am mindful of the world around me. There are so many people who are in need who I need to be mindful of. Compassion is something that I have felt I lacked. I have been so wrapped up in my problems that I fail to see the world around me.
I have become less grateful as a result. There is so much that I am grateful for. My mindset needed to be changed. I give You all of the praise for changing me and for changing my mindset. Continually renew my mind daily, Lord.
Thy will be done.
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