Sunday, January 31, 2016

Help me, Lord...


Those are the things I cannot take anymore.  I don't care anymore.  I want to be uncertain.  I don't want to know the whole story.  Lord, I ask that You would take away these compulsions.  I hate these compulsions.  I just don't know what to do except to seek You.  I am in need of both wise counsel and healing.  I need Your help, Lord.  I need immediate help.  I also ask for peace of mind.  If I don't get to touch anything then I would be happy.  If I don't perform a compulsion, then I would be happy.  I have tried to stop and for a while it worked, but I just don't know how to overcome them in the long term.  I tire of of the obsessive compulsive disorder cycle.  I ask for the cycle to be broken.  I ask for forgiveness of my sins.  I thank You in advance for answering this prayer.

In Jesus' name,