This is the definition of freedom. I have no cares or worries. I can conquer whatever is ailing me. I don't have to worry about what is ailing me, men, weight, or anything. I feel free and liberated. I am here to live in the real world. I am free.
I am no longer in a cage of all things male or exaggerated thoughts. I really have nothing to feel anxious or worried about. It has taken me years but I can finally be wise as to how to take better care of myself. I am so happy right now.
I thank You for forgiveness of sin. My mind and my eyes have been opened. I believe that You have already given me the motivation that I need to move forward. That was all I ever wanted, to move forward. I am so happy with all that I have, direction. Thank You, Lord, for guiding me with Your eye.
I know that You love me. I don't have to believe it in my head, but in my heart. My prayers have been answered. I am here to "say" thank You. You love me so much and I love You too. I really do want to live for You and serve You all the days of my life.
My mind is clear. I can handle these thoughts. I have no crushes or obsessions on anyone. I am young but I am all grown up. I guess that is what being 40 is all about. I can embrace my age, then I can embrace anything else. It has been hard, but embracing it all is worth it. I am settled as I know who I am.
You have helped me, for I was in so much need of help. I am ever thankful.
Letters to God