Dear Heavenly Father,
I wonder if unforgiveness and fear are what causing these issues. I am not sure and I am not sure to pray for dealing with unforgiveness, fear, and anxiety. I have been having all of these issues for so long that I wonder if unforgiveness is the root cause of all of my issues. Should I also get advice from a counselor as I have been isolated, resentful, and filled with guilt, condemnation, and self -consciousness? I wonder if this too is a form of idolatry? I have isolated myself to the point where I have been unable to apply what I have learned to any area of my life and also I am so isolated that I have had crushes and obsessions on other people, living or dead. I sometimes think that I am not only lazy, but bitter, resentful, and just plain crazy. Could even that stems from unforgiveness? It is a sin that has been hard to deal with but so has life. I need help.
In Jesus' name,