Dear Heavenly Father,
Help me to live a life that is pleasing to You. I feel like I haven't lived up to my potential. Actually I haven't lived up to Your potential. I feel like I have failed not only myself, but You. I have no idea how to live for You in these days. If You were to come back, and I was raptured up to Heaven, I wouldn't know what to say. I will be judged of course but I have my doubts of receiving a reward. What kind of reward would I receive? I guess because I have been caught up in the things of the world and have been obsessed with what to watch on television. Help me to overcome this obsession for it is bothersome. I feel like at times that I am fighting a losing battle. Anxiety due of obsessive thoughts are not a good feeling to have. I ask that in those times that You would give me peace of mind. I certainly need it in those days. I long for Your return and I still do. Give me the patience to wait. Thank You, Lord, for Your answers.
In Jesus' name,