I am struggling. More than anything, I want to live holy. But I wonder if I am a selfish person who wants to live holy for selfish motives. Life is very, very short. I feel that I am a self-centered person who has a lot of learning to do about the world. There are things that I haven't done that I should do. There seems to be so little time and I have so little patience. Help me on this one and forgive me for all of my sins. I desire is to become a better Christian.
Letters to God