Help me to do what is hard. I need more motivation, energy, and wisdom to lose weight. I need to lose much weight. I am being honest. I am not the healthiest person for my age. I guess I am in fair health.
I wish I was in good health. I feel like I squandered my health and I took my health for granted. I wonder if I should have joined a weight loss program now that I am more motivated. Lately, I found myself binging because I felt like giving up.
I thought that I had learned my lesson, but I did not, I guess. I want, need, and desire to change, but I don't know how.
Letters to God