I am at a point where I have made a point not to allow my priorities to be skewered. I have a belief that I have gotten caught up in the things of the world and deep down it has caused me even greater anxiety than I have already. I don't know what to do in order to get my priorities straight. My first Priority is You but I confess that I haven't always made that the case. Lord, I am sorry. Please, forgive me. I don't know where to begin to make amends to You. I don't want to say all the right things only to come back to the point where I am even more anxious because I fail to obey Your will. I ask You for guidance and direction. I need to actually live like a holy person and not just talk holy but I know that a holy person walks holy. What is the line between what is a holy pursuit and a worldly pursuit? Where do I begin in living for You as if You really are my top Priority? I am sorry that I have not.
Letters to God