Monday, February 16, 2015

Help me to be an over comer

Dear Heavenly Father,

Help me, Lord.

Help me.

I am at the point where I simply forgot all about my strategy.  I wish I could let the thoughts pass.  I do not feel good after I perform compulsions.  I always give in to them.  I feel so weak willed and so weak minded.  I should not care about the content of the thoughts, but I do.  I don't know if it is curiosity or if it is the OCD, but whatever it is, it is that I just want to know.  Ironically I don't want to know or even want to care.  I cannot take it anymore.  I need You now, Lord Jesus.  I need You now.

Help me.

In Jesus' name,