Dear Heavenly Father,
Help me, Lord.
Help me.
I am at the point where I simply forgot all about my strategy. I wish I could let the thoughts pass. I do not feel good after I perform compulsions. I always give in to them. I feel so weak willed and so weak minded. I should not care about the content of the thoughts, but I do. I don't know if it is curiosity or if it is the OCD, but whatever it is, it is that I just want to know. Ironically I don't want to know or even want to care. I cannot take it anymore. I need You now, Lord Jesus. I need You now.
Help me.
In Jesus' name,
Amen
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