I believe that Jesus is Lord. I have been having doubts about being saved for years. These thoughts are the worst. I am not sure if I have been saved or not. It is a scary feeling to have and to know that it is possible that one has been living in deception the whole time. I thought I was saved, but I am not sure if I am. I ask You for wisdom as I don't know what to do or say. I want to be saved and to see the Kingdom of God. I want to live with You and for You, but I don't know how to be born again, if I did I would know. I thought I did but I hope that I do know and that is what the thoughts are telling me. I fear that I will have this doubt from now til the day I die. I am actually concerned about my life and my soul. I could go before I finish typing this. I ask for salvation and the assurance of my salvation. I need You, Lord. Forgive me for all of my sins, including my doubts.
In Jesus' name,