Dear Heavenly Father,
Thank You for the day that I had. I am sorry that I didn't write to You earlier. Sometimes it is hard to express myself sometimes. My prayers at times tend to be rather short. Personally I prefer the longer letters and prayers. At least I get to express myself like I did yesterday. You have given me the answer yesterday and for that, I am thankful. Your decision making and Your wisdom giving are impeccable, to say the least. Again, I thank You.
On the subject, having PCOS is no easy walk in the park. I am trying to eat according to the PCOS in which diabetes is one of the complications. I also have high blood pressure and high blood sugar. The best and most important reason why I wanted to lose weight was because I wanted to be healthy. It didn't really sink in until recent years.
I had other reasons too, but my health sometimes I feel is declining. I may exaggerate but I am still scared. I don't like what my future holds if I don't do something about it. I don't want amputated limbs or even an early death from something that I could have prevented. I don't want to live in regret. I am grateful for what I have. I don't wish to take those things for granted. I am learning not to take it for granted and I want to continue to do so.
Help me to see that all will be well or at least things will get better. However with Your guidance I have come to see that with You, all things are possible.
In Jesus' name,