Yesterday I was writing and copy and pasting about how I felt about a woman's infidelity. The truth is, I have been cheating for a long time. I am an overweight diabetic who doesn't wish to be an overweight diabetic in the near future. I am sick and tired doesn't help me. However, I want, need, and desire to change. I have been overwhelmed with wanting to lose weight which makes it worse. Losing weight is hard and I wonder if Weight Watchers is for me. I have been given so much support and so much information that I cannot process it all in my head. I need help. I need for show to show me what I need to do. Please.
I could use some wisdom right about now. I have gained weight over the years and I have a desire to lose weight, but my fear is that I will never lose it. I fear that my future will be of a very large woman who will have a much harder time losing weight. I am already self-conscious of my weight and my self-esteem is low.
I am not sure what I need to do. All I know to do is that I need help. I am in an urgent stage to lose weight and maybe that urgency is my problem. I want to start off slow, and make changes. I want to follow the plan and even count points. I guess I need to find the root of the problem. Maybe I am approaching things all wrong. Lord, help me. I give You my problems. I believe that You are greater than my lack of patience, my urgency, and whatever else is ailing me. I ask for rest and I will learn of You, for I am burdened with the cares of this life. Help me to see what is most important. Help me to keep it simple.
In Jesus' name,