I fear not being saved, though that is understanding. I also fear everything. I don't know if it is a phobia or not, but I am scared of everything and everyone. I hate uncertainties. Today has been a good day, except for this. I worry too much and now I am anxious. Help me to overcome these things. I feel as if You are not there for me. I need immediate assistance for fear has been my god. Whom shall I fear? I fear all because I am scared that something bad will happen to me. I hate confrontation. I hate uncertainty like I mentioned earlier. I need You right now, Lord. I need help.
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