Application is difficult

Dear God,

Even though my diet is bad, I have done a better job today of logging in and not eating as much as I did. Applying myself is hard.  Why?  I don't know.  What do I have to be afraid of?  I wish applying myself was so much easier.  I guess I need to be more patient.  I have not been pain free today.  I have had ankle pain so that affected my walking and stomach pain, so it may have been nausea or bad foods.  I also had a moment today where I admit to spending too much on food and not enough on what I really want and need. I wonder how much money I could save if I were spend less money.  I need wisdom and guidance in those areas.  I also need healing,  Lord.  I want to overcome my fears, but I don't know how.  I need further help, Lord.  Thank You in advance for doing these things for me.

Sincerely,


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