Even though my diet is bad, I have done a better job today of logging in and not eating as much as I did. Applying myself is hard. Why? I don't know. What do I have to be afraid of? I wish applying myself was so much easier. I guess I need to be more patient. I have not been pain free today. I have had ankle pain so that affected my walking and stomach pain, so it may have been nausea or bad foods. I also had a moment today where I admit to spending too much on food and not enough on what I really want and need. I wonder how much money I could save if I were spend less money. I need wisdom and guidance in those areas. I also need healing, Lord. I want to overcome my fears, but I don't know how. I need further help, Lord. Thank You in advance for doing these things for me.
Letters to God