I need help. I want to listen to your voice audibly. As You know, I am not a good listener. I am concerned that I may not be one of Your sheep and that I won't know that the voice is Yours. I need wisdom to do what I need to do to make sure my credit is solid and that my debts are paid off. My income is low and I have no job. I don't know where to begin. I want and need to move out for my piece of mind and sanity. I wish I could go and just pack up but that is not realistic. Help me to find a realistic solution to this situation. I want to move in to the house across the street. I would like to find a place of my own. I am praying for a financial breakthrough. I need more than $100,000 to put up the money for the house plus other expenses. I have been told that it would be unrealistic considering my expenses correlating with both my credit and my low income. I am hopeful however these limits have helped me see this realistically. I know that with You all things are possible but I need to be realistic. How can I get the financial help I need to purchase this house with what little I have? It is almost impossible. It will be hard to buy a house this way. I cannot afford to pay a loan back without having to sell the house later on. Then not to mention all of those taxes. What should I do? Where should I go? Should I look into alternatives?
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