Wishing to, but sometimes give up

Father,

Show me what I need to do.  Maybe I do overthink things, or at least that is my tendency to.  I realize that I don't understand why I do that, but I have an idea why.  I want to change but I don't know how. I tend to lose interest quickly and I give up.  I don't know how to change.  Everything and everyday is a struggle.  I  have the knowledge and the know how.  It is just putting it all together that is the hard part.  I am scared, Lord.  I don't know how to overcome fear and anxiety.  I just don't know what to do.  That is why I ask for Your help.

Sincerely,

Letters to God.