Father,
Forgive me for all of my sins. There have been times when I feel frustrated and alone. Sometimes I even wonder why my prayers don't get answered. I wonder, too, if it is my fault. I just don't know or understand why they aren't answered. I guess You want me to dig deeper. Digging deeper in oneself is not easy and it hasn't always been for me. I don't always know what to do or even how to ask. I have so many needs and requests to present to You. I sometimes wonder why if I am saying or doing all of the right things. I just wish I knew. Lord, sometimes, I believe that Your ways and thoughts and higher than mine. I ask for clarity. I need direction in my life. You have convicted me to do something. Take some action. Do something for myself. The problem is, I just don't know where to begin. I ask You for guidance as well. Lord, what do I need to do? I have learned to be envious and lonely at not being able to relate to other people. Looking back at my life, I realize that all I needed was someone I can get close to. Now, I find myself feeling like the world has passed me by. I have not grown with the rest of the world. I have grown complacent. I needed to realize that the friend or friends have to be true. I have felt so guilty about not always being able and social towards others. I have social skills though these days, they seem to be lacking. It is as if I have not grown. I have nowhere to go or no one else to turn to, but I do have options now. My question is, should I take those opportunities that have been given to me? I have prayed about those opportunities, but how will I get there. How will get anywhere? I sometimes have resigned myself to where I am and what I am doing. I need some change in my life. How do I overcome the mindset that I do have about my social life? I know that I need to change me. I also know that I have no idea how to change. I would like to write to You about other things, and not just my weight or OCD. I would like to have someone who is a person of integrity to talk to. I would love to chat about pertinent things. I would like to date and have a family. I would like to be independent and stand on my own two feet. I thank You for giving me the opportunity to express this request in writing. Thank You.
In Jesus' name,
Amen
Forgive me for all of my sins. There have been times when I feel frustrated and alone. Sometimes I even wonder why my prayers don't get answered. I wonder, too, if it is my fault. I just don't know or understand why they aren't answered. I guess You want me to dig deeper. Digging deeper in oneself is not easy and it hasn't always been for me. I don't always know what to do or even how to ask. I have so many needs and requests to present to You. I sometimes wonder why if I am saying or doing all of the right things. I just wish I knew. Lord, sometimes, I believe that Your ways and thoughts and higher than mine. I ask for clarity. I need direction in my life. You have convicted me to do something. Take some action. Do something for myself. The problem is, I just don't know where to begin. I ask You for guidance as well. Lord, what do I need to do? I have learned to be envious and lonely at not being able to relate to other people. Looking back at my life, I realize that all I needed was someone I can get close to. Now, I find myself feeling like the world has passed me by. I have not grown with the rest of the world. I have grown complacent. I needed to realize that the friend or friends have to be true. I have felt so guilty about not always being able and social towards others. I have social skills though these days, they seem to be lacking. It is as if I have not grown. I have nowhere to go or no one else to turn to, but I do have options now. My question is, should I take those opportunities that have been given to me? I have prayed about those opportunities, but how will I get there. How will get anywhere? I sometimes have resigned myself to where I am and what I am doing. I need some change in my life. How do I overcome the mindset that I do have about my social life? I know that I need to change me. I also know that I have no idea how to change. I would like to write to You about other things, and not just my weight or OCD. I would like to have someone who is a person of integrity to talk to. I would love to chat about pertinent things. I would like to date and have a family. I would like to be independent and stand on my own two feet. I thank You for giving me the opportunity to express this request in writing. Thank You.
In Jesus' name,
Amen
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