Father,
I am learning. I put You and make You as my first Priority. I confess that I do procrastinate and that is a problem. I have these options, but I also am in need of guidance. Should I do a follow up of the kind of help I need? The real reasons I procrastinate are the failure aspect, and also, I feel as if I am controlled. I feel I have to ask permission to get help. I have waited too long to try to and get help. It is as if no matter what, I have no control over my life. I admit that I have no made any progress. My life has not changed. I have changed however. I need Your help in this matter. Help me to make the right decisions. Where should I do? What should I do? Who else should I talk to? I really do appreciate the help and the advice I have been given. I also have tried, or rather, have not been proactive. I will not make any excuses. My desire is to change my life. Looking at my autobiographies, I want and need change. It has been my desire. I ask not only for guidance, but for clarity and for direction. I ask for growth in my faith and I feel as if I have people counting on me. I don't want to feel that way. However, I feel like I am. I am waiting for this and that and I don't like it. My fate seems to be in other people's hands. That is how feel. What do I need to do because I feel like I am being anything but free in my mindset? In other words, I want to speak out and I want to do what is okay by me. I just am in such need right now, but I have my doubts. How do I overcome these doubts? Lord, I am in need of You. Lord, I am in need of my guidance.
Thank You, and continue to give You thanks.
In Jesus' name,
Amen
I am learning. I put You and make You as my first Priority. I confess that I do procrastinate and that is a problem. I have these options, but I also am in need of guidance. Should I do a follow up of the kind of help I need? The real reasons I procrastinate are the failure aspect, and also, I feel as if I am controlled. I feel I have to ask permission to get help. I have waited too long to try to and get help. It is as if no matter what, I have no control over my life. I admit that I have no made any progress. My life has not changed. I have changed however. I need Your help in this matter. Help me to make the right decisions. Where should I do? What should I do? Who else should I talk to? I really do appreciate the help and the advice I have been given. I also have tried, or rather, have not been proactive. I will not make any excuses. My desire is to change my life. Looking at my autobiographies, I want and need change. It has been my desire. I ask not only for guidance, but for clarity and for direction. I ask for growth in my faith and I feel as if I have people counting on me. I don't want to feel that way. However, I feel like I am. I am waiting for this and that and I don't like it. My fate seems to be in other people's hands. That is how feel. What do I need to do because I feel like I am being anything but free in my mindset? In other words, I want to speak out and I want to do what is okay by me. I just am in such need right now, but I have my doubts. How do I overcome these doubts? Lord, I am in need of You. Lord, I am in need of my guidance.
Thank You, and continue to give You thanks.
In Jesus' name,
Amen
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