Lord Jesus,
I ask that You will help me to be a salt and light to the world. I know that I cannot save, only You can. You died on the cross for us all. Thank You. I ask for guidance in this manner. I would like to know how to be a witness to others. As a matter of fact, I am not sure what I need to do. One time, I even wanted to be a missionary. Like everything else, it didn't pan out. Maybe I wasn't cut to be a missionary. Maybe my reasoning was genuine. Whatever my goals, I want to do things for the right motives. I want to serve You, Jesus, all the days of my life. I don't trust myself at all because I don't want trust my motives. I am sorry for not praying to You earlier. I wish I had. I realize that I should have prayed about any impure motives that I have. Forgive me for all of my sins, including motives that were not genuine. I want to be a genuine person, a genuine Christian, and a genuine child of Yours. I put all of my trust and confidence in You.
I feel like the stress of living in this world is stressing me out, if that made any sense to me. Stress is something that I cannot live with at times. One thing that is causing me stress is uncertainty. I have OCD, as You obviously know. I wish that I didn't have this problem. This problem has made me question my motives. It also makes me question quite a few things. I have been having doubts that I am saved. It is as if I have to say the right words to be saved. I need assurance from You. There are times when I don't even know who I am as a believer. It is hard at times. It can be and it is scary. You are the God of Truth. I thank You that You and the Father are one. Who am I? If I were to die tomorrow, where will I end up? I sometimes worry about dying because of this, when things are severe. I think of the end times, especially during the moments when I become aware. Awareness, and You of course, have been wonderful for me. I ask You for help and healing in all things.
I give You thanks.
In Your name, Jesus, Amen.
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