I ask You for not just forgiveness, but also for wisdom, or rather more wisdom. It is good that I have the knowledge, but I have no clue what I need to do with it. That is what has been overwhelming me for years. I wish I could say that I have made a mountain out of a molehill, but my issues are real. My issues are big. Also, my issue are quite serious. I keep asking myself a lot of questions that I don't have a definite answer to. I know for myself, the answer is to keep it simple. However, I am not You, and I have heard over the years that You are greater than my problems. I ask that You would solve the problems that I have been having when it comes to my health and life in general. Specifically I need a plan for my life and my purpose for living. So far, the only goal that I have is to live life, meet new people, be independent for at least a while from the internet, and also to be healthy. I have been living and doing unhealthy things. I need support. Doing things on my own have made things hard. I know that I am a private person, but the truth is, no person is an island. I want to be held accountable. I want to have true friends, even if it is one. I want to have those things and live that life. However, what is Your standard and Your goal for me? All I know to do is to call on You. I believe that You will answer this prayer.
I thank You for not just answering my prayer, but for hearing me in the first place.
In Your name,