In Your name,
Thank You for saving me. You have loved me since creation. It took me a while to learn that You took part in creation. After all, You and the Father are One. You have given me the assurance of my salvation. I wonder why You think I am so beautiful. I am afraid of posting pictures up online. Why do I do this to myself? I don't think they are degrading. No way. I just feel like revealing too much of myself. I just realize that I have a negative sense of who I am. I feel like that others see me as a person who is hideous. I have issues and they have all have an effect on me. I don't want to wish anymore. That is the problem. I wish too much and don't do enough. There is a song out that says that You love my flaws and that I am beautiful because of them. I don't understand that verse. Help me to understand. I ask You in this case for wisdom, for I lack it. I don't know how I look outside of a reflection, and I always thought that it is scary. How come we cannot see ourselves without a mirror or a selfie? I feel that You have a purpose for doing so and I didn't mean to question You, but that question has driven me "crazy" from time to time. I may be the OCD or the bipolar, but whatever it is, it can be annoying. I know that there are more important things in the world that I need to consider, but those are questions that keep popping up from time to time. Father, I ask that You would tell me why. I ask for an answer since You are the only One who can do so. I lift up my hands and I give You thanks. I praise You, Lord. Thank You.