Lord Jesus,
Today was a day that I am just bored. I have realized that I am in need to agree to my obsessive thoughts. I hate having to fight or agree with the OCD, even with fictional thoughts. I know I feel better, but I also realize that it takes enough strength to overcome these thoughts. If only I had enough strength to overcome these thoughts. I don't like to have these thoughts. I have overcome some of these thoughts. Help me and give the strength and know how when it comes to facing my fears. I need Your guidance when it also comes to avoidance. How can I overcome avoidance in all situations? That has even been more difficult. I am now afraid and I don't know what to do. I feel drawn to those movies or those television shows or that music video. I am drawn to them like a moth to a flame and that makes me anxious. It is as if I don't know what to do. I feel this way because I thought that is the way to cope but is it? Should I avoid it further? I am scared. Help me for I am scared. What do I need to do? How do I overcome this? I ask that You would give me clarity in this situation. I need no one else but You. Other people's opinions are only temporary help. I need You. Your word says be anxious for nothing but I cannot help but worry or being anxious. Give me the wisdom and peace of mind that I so desperately need right now. Help me. I need Your help. I thank You that You are the Answer to my prayers.
In Your name, Jesus,
Amen
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