OCD and how I spend my time

Lord Jesus,

Today was a day that I am just bored.  I have realized that I am in need to agree to my obsessive thoughts.   I hate having to fight or agree with the OCD, even with fictional thoughts.  I know I feel better, but I also realize that it takes enough strength to overcome these thoughts.  If only I had enough strength to overcome these thoughts.  I don't like to have these thoughts.  I have overcome some of these thoughts.  Help me and give the strength and know how when it comes to facing my fears.  I need Your guidance when it also comes to avoidance.  How can I overcome avoidance in all situations?  That has even been more difficult.  I am now afraid and I don't know what to do.  I feel drawn to those movies or those television shows or that music video.  I am drawn to them like a moth to a flame and that makes me anxious.  It is as if I don't know what to do.  I feel this way because I thought that is the way to cope but is it?  Should I avoid it further? I am scared.  Help me for I am scared.  What do I need to do?  How do I overcome this?  I ask that You would give me clarity in this situation.  I need no one else but You.  Other people's opinions are only temporary help.  I need You.  Your word says be anxious for nothing but I cannot help but worry or being anxious. Give me the wisdom and peace of mind that I so desperately need right now.  Help me.  I need Your help.  I thank You that You are the Answer to my prayers.

In Your name, Jesus,


Amen