I am thankful for everything that You have done for me. My mindset has changed and I am more than motivated to lose weight. I have polycystic ovarian syndrome which makes it harder to lose weight than normal. I am concerned about being diabetic because I am a diabetic. I have been diabetic for nearly five years now. It has gotten easier to manage but at first it was embarassing to take the diabetic supplies home with me. I have been warned so to speak about being diabetic. I was overweight but I thought that I was healthy. I was much healthier back then because I weighed a lot less. I gained a lot of weight over the years leaving me feeling guilty and self-conscious about my weight, my health, and my appearance. My self esteem is not high yet I am a happier and wiser person than I have ever been since. I owe it all to You. My mind is clear and I look forward to continuing my journey. Life is so precious yet so short. I hope and plan to not take it for granted. Diabetes is a serious condition and I have taken it for granted. I am serious about diabetes now more than ever. I don't want any complications from diabetes. I want to be free from diabetes. Lord, heal me and set me free. Guide me and give me wisdom for I acknowledge You in all my ways. I ask for wisdom and for the direction of my paths.
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