I feel like leaving this planet. I don't want to give up, but that is how I feel. Life is such a struggle right now. Help me. Help me to get out of the rut that I am in. I feel like I am going to lose it. I feel like everything is a cycle. I know about the cycle of life but I thought it was about good karma and bad karma. Now I wonder if it is about karma less or about obsessive compulsive disorder even more so. I feel like my life is one big loop and I am just living in that loop unable to get out of it. Everything I think, feel, do, write, or say is just one big obsessive thought. It is like I have an extra persona living in on the inside of me. It is rather strange to say the least. Help me and bring me out of this struggle. I ask this in Jesus' name.