Dear Heavenly Father,
I sound crazy but I have a crush on someone who is dead. He was so good looking and so talented yet seemingly a bit quirky. He was famous or at least the son of a famous person. He died young and would have been in his late 30s had he lived. His father who is famous, is well known. I feel like I could fall in love with this guy, yet he is dead.
The truth is, I will never meet him because he is dead. I do wonder however, where he ended up. I do hope he was a believer in Jesus Christ. It is difficult to imagine if he was not a believer. I have had these thoughts more often lately. I wonder if time has a bearing on anything in Heaven or Hell. Will he have his part in the Lake of Fire?
It doesn't make any sense because I am to look at my own salvation with fear and with trembling. There are times when I don't know if I am saved. Lord, give me the assurance of my salvation. There are times when I think I am lost. I am not a person who wishes to feel or be that way. Salvation seems to be a rather unstable thing. Help me and give me the wisdom to live according to Your word.
I need help and I know this.
Thank You for giving me the opportunity to write this to You and to spend time with You everyday. Help me to make the most of everyday while I am still on this planet.
Letters to God