Lord,
Sadly I have given You such little time. I could have at least said "Thank You" but I have not done any of those things. I have wondered why things are crazy at times. I have made some poor choices lately and I don't know how to overcome those sins. I am sorry that I have ever committed those sins. I have struggled with those sins for a long time. I need and want to be a fully changed person, but I have no idea what to do or say. I keep on falling. I believe that You pick me up at times. Why do I have doubts? Why do I keep on falling? I feel like I have failed the both of us. I am also sorry for my failures. I have literally sinned against You maybe even willfully. That is wonder why I have doubts about being saved. It could also be the OCD. I also admit that I take You and being forgiven for granted. I ask for change. I ask for a change in motivation and drive. I have stopped doing things I have done. I ask for a miracle. I want to know who I am and to live as if I am in Christ Jesus. I am sorry that I have taken You for granted. I know that You love me, but why? I don't just slip up. I mess up. I want to be a different person, one who makes sound decisions. I feel like a failure as a Christian. Nothing seems to work out for me and I want to change that, but I don't know how. I need help, Lord. I need You right now, Lord. I call on You for help and for guidance.
In Jesus' name,
Amen
Sadly I have given You such little time. I could have at least said "Thank You" but I have not done any of those things. I have wondered why things are crazy at times. I have made some poor choices lately and I don't know how to overcome those sins. I am sorry that I have ever committed those sins. I have struggled with those sins for a long time. I need and want to be a fully changed person, but I have no idea what to do or say. I keep on falling. I believe that You pick me up at times. Why do I have doubts? Why do I keep on falling? I feel like I have failed the both of us. I am also sorry for my failures. I have literally sinned against You maybe even willfully. That is wonder why I have doubts about being saved. It could also be the OCD. I also admit that I take You and being forgiven for granted. I ask for change. I ask for a change in motivation and drive. I have stopped doing things I have done. I ask for a miracle. I want to know who I am and to live as if I am in Christ Jesus. I am sorry that I have taken You for granted. I know that You love me, but why? I don't just slip up. I mess up. I want to be a different person, one who makes sound decisions. I feel like a failure as a Christian. Nothing seems to work out for me and I want to change that, but I don't know how. I need help, Lord. I need You right now, Lord. I call on You for help and for guidance.
In Jesus' name,
Amen
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