I'm sorry that I didn't take enough time to spend with You. There are days when prayer is very hard and there are days where it is easy to pray. I have wanted to learn about so much in the world. I feel bored with the world we are living in. I take great pride that I have learned a lot, but I cannot take pride that I haven't learned about a lot of things, if that makes sense. I don't have much of an interest in zoology, but there are times when I wish I did. I know it is crazy but my life is boring. I wish to be productive. I feel like I haven't been, not in my own life, and not in the lives of others. I feel like life is passing me by. I try too much and succeed too little. I ask that You would open my eyes and open doors for me. I need wisdom and guidance. Teach me the things that I need to learn. Lord, I pray this in Jesus' name, Amen.