I hope to be ready. That is the sad part: hope. I am not confident that I got my house in order. I feel like I am so naive that I have lost all discernment. I have no idea who is telling the truth and who is lying. I feel alone in this yet I don't. I don't know what I am doing. I believe too much and question too little. Jesus said to not let anyone deceive me, but there are times when I feel that I am deceived. I guess it is my own fault. There are times when I know better and I am lazy to do anything about it. Then again, maybe I don't feel as much responsibility as I should, which would constitute some form of denial. I felt powerless to do anything. Give me the wisdom and insight that only You can offer.
Letters to God