Help me to truly repent of my sins as I have struggled with them. I need help and I have to hold myself accountable as far as asking for help. I don't know what I need to do. That is why I ask You for wisdom. I have issues that I need to conquer, but I rather not write about them since this will be out in public. I am uncomfortable writing about them much less talk about them. I sometimes think that I sin willfully. I don't mean or want to, but I clearly know right from wrong. I have made some bad choices that I wish to overcome and be forgiven for. Stuff like this is why I believe that I need to be saved over and over again. I have been doubtful of being saved for years and I ask You not to forget me, Lord. I am fearful and I need wisdom. Give me guidance and a sense of direction in my life. I still feel like I am living in a fantasy world or that I am living wrong. Help me to walk the narrow road. I want to change. Help me, Lord.
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