What has happened to me? I know that there is something wrong with me. I hate it and I am not proud of what I have done. I have these obsessions that could end up driving me crazy and I am binge eating. I need help with self-control, which is what I am lacking in.
Forgive me, Lord, for the sins of lust, gluttony, idolatry, and lacking of self-control. I know that self-control is a fruit of the Spirit and I am struggling to exhibiting the fruits of the Spirit. I feel unproductive in that manner.
My conduct I admit is not godly and I want it to stop. I am struggling and I am alone. I admit that I isolate myself a lot. I am afraid of the reaction of others and what they think of me. How do I stop binging? How do I get over my obsessions? How do I stop committing lustful acts and have lustful thoughts that are unseemly and ungodly?
Help me, Lord.
Letters to God