I thank You for everything You have done for me. I realize that I need to take my health more seriously by relaxing and putting the plan in motion. How I simplify it, I need Your guidance. I gained more than 8 pounds and I am not proud, but I feel motivated. I would feel sad about it but strangely enough, I don't.
Mickey Rourke has become less of a focus though he is still on my mind. It is going to take time for my obsession to go away. I realize that. All I need to do is to be patient. He is a good actor, but he is certainly not You. He is a flawed human being who needs You for His salvation just like the rest of us. I ask and pray that he does not reject that.
I ask that You will renew my mind and that You will change me from the inside. I am a different person now because of You and for that, I am thankful.
Letters to God