Lord,
I am in a funk right now and no matter what I am doing, I cannot get over it. I want to do well, but lately, I have wondered what my motivation is. I am scared and I know that is why I am procrastinating. I remember the daily Bible studies, the Bible reading, physically putting myself together, despite a bad diet, and seeming happier moments. I want that back. It is as if parts of my life is gone. I miss that part of my life. In fact, I miss being a somewhat more interesting person with a more interesting life. I miss so much and I am missing out. I have so much I want to do. I am just tired and confused about what I want to do. I hope to feel better but I am not the happiest person in the world. I am just out of it right now. Help me, Lord.
In Jesus' name,
Amen
I am in a funk right now and no matter what I am doing, I cannot get over it. I want to do well, but lately, I have wondered what my motivation is. I am scared and I know that is why I am procrastinating. I remember the daily Bible studies, the Bible reading, physically putting myself together, despite a bad diet, and seeming happier moments. I want that back. It is as if parts of my life is gone. I miss that part of my life. In fact, I miss being a somewhat more interesting person with a more interesting life. I miss so much and I am missing out. I have so much I want to do. I am just tired and confused about what I want to do. I hope to feel better but I am not the happiest person in the world. I am just out of it right now. Help me, Lord.
In Jesus' name,
Amen
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