Dear Lord,
Help me not to worry. Whenever I pray sometimes doubts creeps in. I don't know why this is, but I hate it. I need help in that area. I need You, Lord. Forgive me of my sins. Help me to see that You are the most important Person in my life, Jesus. You died on the cross for me. I know that You do hear prayer but my faith is not strong. I am so sorry to have written this, but I need help. Help me with my lack of faith. There are times when I feel like I have to say all the right things for You to answer my prayers. Why do I feel this way? Is there something REALLY wrong with me? I don't have all of the answers, but I know that You do. Why does it seem so hard for me to grasp the fact that for myself? I know that faith does indeed come by hearing and hearing by the Word of God.
Give me the wisdom that I need to make it through the day. I am so worried about the state of my soul and I myself am having troubles with my health and all. I want to be healed. I have had all of these health problems and sometimes I feel like there is no help in sight. I feel distant from You sometimes. I don't mean to ignore You or not talk to You. I just feel like sometimes I have nothing to say. What is wrong with me? I wonder why my prayers aren't being answered outside of a lack of faith. I guess I don't even have a grain of mustard seed faith and that is so sad. What do I need to do to grow in my faith because my faith is stagnant or nearly non-existent?
I feel lost sometimes and it is like I am pressured to pray for You. What do I have to change? What do I need to change? Can I change or can You change things for me? Sometimes I don't know what to ask You? I can pray for salvation in faith but it seems that I have a hard time trusting You in everything else. Help me, Lord. I need Your help.
Everytime it seems that I have an idea what I need to say I end up speaking a lot. I feel like I speak too much and not listen enough. I need Your guidance. I put my trust in You to increase my faith and to teach me to pray according to Your will. I give You thanks and praise for doing so.
Sincerely,
Letters to God
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