I know that I need to lose weight, but I don't have the desire to do so. I live in a society where fat is bad and thin is in. I don't fit a standard of beauty no matter how narrow. I have lived for society but I am also self-conscious. Why do I need to lose weight? The truth is, I don't really know. I have theories and only that: theories. I am making no sense, but I am being honest. I know I need to, but I am scared that I won't be able to lose weight. I need to take stock of my health and exercise regimen. But I have not examined myself and I have not motivated myself. I have been so stressed out about my weight that I realized that I only wanted to lose weight for unknown reasons. I just don't know. I am lost and confused about my weight issues. That is the truth. I know that I need to but I have not set any goals for myself and I don't know where to begin. Help me, Lord. What do I need to do? I know that I need to change my mindset, but I am not wise about my own body. What shall I do?
In Jesus' name,